Playing Catch Up
2007-04-22
Playing catch up with life's events . . .
Friday, I took my little dog to visit Robbie's grave. Sam liked being there and just sat beside me while a talked to Rob. I told Robbie about something funny I saw his little boy doing the other day and a few other things. I also prayed for God to look out for his entire family as I know they are still struggling with his death. When I got home I told my husband about talking to Robbie and he asked me why I pray to him. That made me mad. I told him I TALK to Robbie and PRAY to God. I had asked Robbie to put in a good word for me with God since I'm a good person and I truly am trying. I know Robbie is sitting with God because he was such a great person. Heck, he's probably up there telling God "no problem" whenever he needs a hand. Just like he was here, just better. I think my husband finally got it, but I could care less. That's my business and his insensitivity gets him left out the loop when I do things. I tried to share my thoughts with my husband, but he screwed that up. I have a friend who says "sharing is caring", but since hubby is a jerk, I'm not caring or sharing anymore. His loss, not mine.
Saturday, we went to the river - hubby, brother-in-law, his stepson and my little dog. It was pretty fun since my brother-in-law is a nut and I got to forget my troubles for the day. I'm usually pretty content going nowhere, but when you can't afford to go anywhere it sucks being stuck in the house. Just staring at my husband reminds me it's his fault we're broke so I get pissed off and depressed all over again. Plus side though - hubby did pick up a day of work for Monday so maybe we can breathe a little soon. That came totally out of the blue. Someone called because their house had been damaged in the recent high winds we've had. Willie had done some work for them before and they remembered him. Thank you God! We got home really late last night so the house wouldn't be hot (turned off the air/heat that morning) and then the hard work came. I'm going to try and crate train my little dog. He went in the crate and cried for about 2 hours. Supposedly, Sam will learn to love his crate, but I think he loves me like his mommy so it might be a little hard on him. He's my little baby and best friend in the whole universe. If I can ever get him to sit still I'm going to get a picture of him to post. He's so cute!
Today, I'm waiting to go to church and time is crawling. I need to know what God's got for me today. I'm actually looking forward to the day and that's a good thing.
Doe (2007-04-23)
All the best to you sweetie. See God is listening..hence the day of work for your husband. It's a little answer, I know but, keep the faith.
sarahelizabeth;; (2007-04-22)
froggie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kool user name!!!!!!!!!
Mary Mary Quite Contrary (2007-04-22)
Bless you Froggie!
- and we can't wait to see the pics of your sweet Sam!
Hardcore_Pyro (2007-04-22)
You are a god person and we are with you and most of all we too understand that sharing is caring.
sarahelizabeth;; (2007-04-22)
did i say froffie ??????? i meant froggie !!!!!!!!!! sorry!!!!!!lol!!!!1
sarahelizabeth;; (2007-04-22)
froffie is a kool user name
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why am aways 1st 2 commet????????
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