Just Keeps Calling
2007-11-25
I don't know why, but now he keeps calling. Didn't want me. Didn't want to do anything to fix our marriage. He said it's not going to work and I'm tired of hoping that it will. Wasn't calling before and now that I'm done, he won't stop. Now the cell phone is ringing too. I wonder if I can change the number. I need to check on that. I hate him. I feel used. I've said it before and I'll say it again - I made him. He has the opportunity to have a good, productive life because of me. He readily admits this so it's not like I'm lying, bragging or anything else. Just stating a fact. He won't stay on the right path without help and his family can't do that for him. They are as screwed up as he is. He stuck me with all the bills and, in turn, he stuck himself with himself. I'm not sure who's got it worse. After I get Wednesday's court hearing out of the way (good or bad), I'm going to start working on divorcing him completely from my life. I want to look around and (for the most part) not be able to tell he was ever here. If there ever is another someone for me they are going to have to find me. I'm not looking for nobody. I want someone that can give for a change. Not just monetarily (only an equal of sorts), but emotionally. I need a rock in my life; not someone in need of "fixing" that I have to care for. I wasted so much time on him.
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